lately i feel like my happiness has been questioned.
can you be unhappy about certain things, but still be happy in general? i'm not happy randy and i are in a crappy, unanticipated financial state right now. but does that mean i'm unhappy? i don't think so, but sometimes these things are so overwhelming, they feel like they're one in the same.
one happy thing is that i've been looking & applying to second/side jobs that involve photography in some way. i need the extra money, and would like to be able to develop my talent & do what i love.
also, our trip is in one week. i'm freaking out inside because i know that financially we can't really swing it right now. we might have to cut it a couple of days short so randy and i can get back to work, but getting away from things will probably do me some good.
and one more: lilly's birthday is on tuesday. i'm throwing a small soiree for her with our/her closest friends. let me just say: there will be 'pupcakes' (ie. cupcakes for dogs). and people cupcakes too, of course.
so i leave you with this: how do you maintain happiness when things aren't going as you had planned? i could use some pointers..
until next time..